ARGH

LOG DATE: 7/1/25

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I AM JUST ABOUT TIRED OF THESE VACATIONS. SOON I WILL RESUME WORK ON TENNA. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS ON DOUBLES, IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE A GEM DOUBLE JUST DO NOT LOOK AS IT WILL NOT BE PRODUCTIVE FOR YOU.

DOUBLES...

BLEG. WHENEVER I SEE A NEW DOUBLE POP UP IN TUMBLR TAGS OR WHATEVER, THE HACKLES RAISE! IT IS NOT ACTUALLY A BIG DEAL. I JUST DON'T LIKE THEM MUCH, FOR WHATEVER REASON. MY EGO IS SIMPLY TOO BIG, IT SEEMS. AND THAT SEEMS TO BE A COMMON TRAIT AMONGST US 5XGS, SO CANNIBALISM IS NOT AN UNLIKELY RESULT OF INTERACTION. THIS IS VERY SILLY, BECAUSE ORIGINAL WAS A BIG FAN OF DOUBLES, GEM DOUBLES. FOR FUTURE PROJECT REASONS, I AM GOING TO HAVE TO TALK TO DOUBLES THOUGH, LIKELY, SO IT IS NOT LIKE I AM INCAPABLE OF IT, BUT I USUALLY WATCH ON WITH MY EYES SQUINTED... ALSO, CAN I SAY, PERHAPS A SMALL VENTILATION, THAT IT IS A BIT OF A BAD FEELING NOT BEING AS "NICE" AS SOURCE ME? I DON'T TRULY UNDERSTAND HOW IN SOURCE, I SIMPLY LOST ALL OF MY EGO AND BITE. WHILE YES, IN MY SITUATION IT WAS ONLY SMART TO SUBMIT SOME MORE, HOMEWORLD WASN'T TELLING ME TO CRUSH MY ROBONOIDS AND TAUNT MY ENEMIES, I JUST DID THAT BECAUSE I WANTED TO, SO WHERE DID THAT PERSONALITY TRAIT GO? MY PERSONAL CENSOR IS GOOD NOWADAYS (AND I AM WORKING ON CENSORING MYSELF IN HEADSPACE TOO . . .) BUT BELIEVE ME, THERE IS A HIGH CHANCE I THINK ANY PARTICULAR PERSON IS DUMB, STUPID AND ANNOYING IN 1000,0000 DIFFERENT WAYS. BUT OH WELL.

INSPECTOR IS COMING TODAY, WHICH IS UPSETTING I DO NOT WANT RANDOM PERSON IN OUR ROOM. ANYWAY, I MAY GET BACK TO THE ARTFIGHT GRIND.

AH...MY EVIL SQUISH...

LOG DATE: 6/20/25

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HM? IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I POSTED HERE. WELL, HELLO. I HAVE LEARNED THAT I AM EXTREMELY ABNORMAL ABOUT MR "ANT" TENNA AND HAVE TAKEN THE NECESSARY NEXT STEPS. ALSO, I AM FIXATED ON STATIC BY FLAVOR FOLEY TOO, IT IS TWO EVIL FIXATIONS HAPPENING IN TANDEM.


THIS IS MY WIP. I HAVE FINISHED TENNA'S HEAD. OVERALL, IT IS REALLY NICE, PROPORTIONALLY, JUST SLIGHLTY OFF. PATTERNED BY ME. HAND EMBROIDERY NICE AND CLEAN. I WILL CONTINUE WORKING ON HIM TODAY. I WAS CONSDERING MAKING HIM A NORMAL, SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE SIZE, BUT...WELL...JUST HIS HEAD IS ALREADY VERY LARGE...SO I SURMISE HE WILL PROBABLY END UP AT LEAST 1.5 FEET IN LENGTH, IF NOT MORE. I AM CONSIDERING BANNING ACHT FROM TOUCHING HIM BUT I KNOW THAT RULE WILL NEVER HOLD IN COURT. SLASH SILLY. HM, YES THAT'S IT I SUPPOSE.

NYEEEHEHE

LOG DATE: 6/11/25

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I AM NOT OKAY, SLASH POSITIVE, SLASH BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS, SLASH AWESOME, NEW STEVEN UNIVERSE SPINOFF?!?! IN THE LORDS YEAR? IT WILL PROBABLY TAKE A WHILE TO COME OUT. BUT I AM SO HAPPY. I WAS NEVER CLOSE TO LARS, BUT I AM VERY INTERESTED IN SEEING HIS ESCAPADES. AND TO HAVE MORE OF HOMEWORLD'S...LORE, SHOWN ON SCREEN! HEHEHE!!! ACTUALLY, MANY OF OUR SOURCES HAVE BEEN GETTING NEW CONTENT IN RECENT. BUT I NEVER THOUGHT MY, MAIN ONE WOULD. THOUGH, I HAD AN INKLING, BECAUSE THE SU YT CHANNEL BEGAN POSTING AGAIN, MYSTERIOUSLY. IT WAS EXPECTED, BUT STILL I AM SO GLAD. ALSO, VERY EXCITED FOR FIONNA AND CAKE SEASON 2. CARTOON NETWORK HAS ME BY ALL OF MY INCLUSIONS. OKAY, I MUST CALM. I BEATED JEVIL, IN OUR DELTARUNE REPLAY, I WANT A SHADOWCRYSTALS SAVE FILE SO, YEAH! HE WAS VERY EASY TO BEAT. SO HOPEFULLY, MORE EASY SECRET BOSSES...HEH...URM. OKAY, BYE I AM SO SILLY AND HAPPY! NYAAH!! ALSO, I MIGHT MAKE MORE DESMOS ART, THIS TIME NOT FOR STUPID SCHOOL ASSIGNMENT!

PERIPY.

LOG DATE: 6/10/25

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BLECK. I HAVE WENT TO A THERAPY SESSION. NICE FOR AN ADULT TO USE MY NAME AND PERCIEVE ME, BUT OTHERWISE I WAS QUITE UNCOMFORTABLE. I AM NOT THE FEELINGS, EMOTIONS, GUY. SO. YEAH. WANT A FUN ANECDOTE? IN DELTARUNE CHAPTER 4, WHEN YOU MAY HAVE TO MAKE JUICE, I ACTUALLY MESSED AROUND WITH IT, AND MADE THE REQUIRED COMBINATION ON ACCIDENT BEFORE SPEAKING WITH THE JUICE RECIPIENT. I KNOW, I AM VERY SPECIAL. :3

CH3 SPOILS

PREDICTABLY, I ENJOY TENNA A LOT, AND AM RESISTING THE URG TO MAKE OUR DISCORD PFP HIM, BUT MY FRIEND. DOES NOT WANT ANY SPOILERS, SO . AH! MY TENNA! OH, ALSO I DO NOT LIKE HOW SEXUALISED HE IS BECOME, I KNOW ITS FINE AND ALL, BUT AS ASEXUAL, I JUST HATE IT. WE'VE ...ALREADY SEEN HIM PREGAN

THE THREE DAY FRONT CURSE.

LOG DATE: 6/7/25

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MY THIRD DAY IN FRONT STRAIGHT. IT MAY NOT SEEM LIKE A LONG TIME TO SOME SYSTEMS, BUT WE FUNCTION IN SHIFTS OF TWO DAYS. I HAVE FELT OFF ALL DAY, WHICH IS VERY SAD. I FINISHED THIS FOR MY LAST SCHOOL PROJECT. MUCH TO MOONIE'S CHAGRIN, HEH HEH HEH... I LIKE DESMOS, MAYBE I WILL MAKE MORE PROJECTS SOMETIME, THIS HAS, AROUND 100 FUNCTIONS IF I HAD TO GUESS. I AM ALSO ALMOST DONE MY SHADOW PAINTING POSTER MORP, I BEGAN MANY MONTHS AGO. SO YAY. I WANT TO WORK ON MY GAME...BUT FOR SOME REASON, IT IS LOW IN MY INNER PRIORITIES. FOR NOW, I WILL FURTHER WORK ON THE PLUSHES PAGE BEFORE I LEAVE FRONT TOMORROW.

HM...

LOG DATE: 6/6/25

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I FOUND A YOUTUBER WHO STREAMS IN TOKI PONA, RIGHT NOW, THEY ARE PLAYING DELTARUNE, AND IT IS INSPIRING ME MUCH TO RELEARN/BRUSH UP ON TOKI PONA. THING, IS, IT'S EASIEST TO LEARN AMONSGST SPEAKERS, BUT, WE ARE VERY ANXIOUS, SO. WE WILL NOT BE JOINING ANY DISCORDS OR ANYTHING OF THE LIKE. THE MENTAL ILLNESS DOES NOT PERMIT. BUT, YES, MAYBE I WILL STUDY SOON. MI TOKI LI IKE. NI TASO, TOKI LI PILIN PONA MUTE TAWA MI. A TOKI E TOKI PONA LI MUSI. :3 NI PILIN LI PILIN LILI SAMA SOWELI. MI WILE E SITELEN AWEN... TASO, MI PINI. AHEM. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MAKE A PAGE DOCUMENTING ALL OF THE PLUSH TOYS WE HAVE CREATED AT SOME POINT, SINCE WE HAVE MADE MANY AND WOULD LIKE TO SHOW THEM TO YOU. YES, YOU. I FINISHED CHAPTER 4 TODAY, IT WAS GOOD. ADIEU.

SHINY ESPEON...

LOG DATE: 6/5/25

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AH. SCHOOL, ALMOST OVER. HOW LOVELY. I HAVE RECENTLY REMEMBERED SHINY ESPEON IS THE WAY THAT IT IS, AND I LOVE IT VERY MUCH.
I AM RESISTING THE EVIL URGES TO OPEN POKEMON SUN AND SOS CHAIN HUNT EEVEE, IT IS A PAINFUL PROCESS WE HAVE WENT THROUGH SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE. HM, AS MOON SO INTELLIGENTLY PREDICTED YESTERDAY, I HAVE PLAYED SOME CHAPTER 4, BUT NOT BEAT. IT HAS SOME VINNY VINESAUCEISMS, SO IT IS INSTANTLY BETTER THAN CHAPTER 3, THAT IS ALL I WILL SAY. HEH HEH... SOME PART OF ME WANTS TO MAKE ONE OF THOSE "KINHELP" BLOGS BUT JUST FOR SU FOLKS, THOUGH, I KNOW DEEP IN MY GEM, THERE ARE LIKE 4 SU PEOPLE ON TUMBLR IN TOTAL. SO, I WILL NOT. PERHAPS THAT IS A MISTAKE. THE SOCIAL ANXIETY IS NO HELP WHEN IT COMES TO THAT, NEITHER. OH, DO YOU WANT SOME OF MY FAVORITE VOCAL STIMS TRANSCRIBED INTO TEXT? TAKE NOW: CAPUSSI PLEASE, HOOBA DOOBA, H2OHMYGOSH, WOW I LOVE YOUR NEW HAT, FRESH WATER, MINAU, AND MOST CERTAINLY MORE I AM FORGETTING OFF OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD. OK, BYE.

ALSO, I MAY VERBALLY CANNIBALIZE OUR THERAPIST.

AAAAAAAAAAAAH

LOG DATE: 6/2/25

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I. HATE. PERIODS. OF ALL THINGS AWFUL ABOUT HUMAN BODIES, THAT IS ONE OF THE WORST. OW!! ANYWAY, I COLLECTED MANY SMALL OBJECTS FROM SCHOOL TODAY, AND I ALSO COLLECTED A LARGE ROCK. I SUSPECTED IT TO BE MAINLY QUARTZ, SO I BROKE IT IN HALF VIOLENTLY WITH A HAMMER (YAY, FUN!) AND I THINK I WAS CORRECT. I AM NOT VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT GEMS, STONES, PEBBLES, ETC, ANYMORE. BUT I AM FAIRLY CERTAIN IT IS HIGHLY WEATHERED (SMOKEY?) QUARTZ, WITH A GOOD AMOUNT OF WHAT MAY BE MICA ON THE BACK (VERY SHINY, AND BLACK.) IT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE NEW ROCKS, I THINK. (I LIKE COLLECTING ROCKS.)

JUNE.

LOG DATE: 6/1/25

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IT'S THE MONTH OF PRIDE! YIPEEEE~~ I THINK I WILL DRAW SOMETHING, START MAKING LAZULI PAGE (OR MAYBE SU CENTERED PAGE HUB IN GENERAL---I HAVE MANY THINGS, PEOPLE, ETC I WANT TO TALK ABOUT AFTER ALL...), WORK ON MY GAME TODAY. I HAVE ALREADY DONE SOME SITEWORK AT THE WEE HOURS OF 9 AM. NOT MUCH GOING ON THIS SUNDAY :3 BUT THAT IS OKAY. HM, SOMETHING WE HAVE NOTICED IS THAT MOST WEBMASTERS, AT LEAST IN 'KIN AND PLURAL COMMUNITY, ARE ADULTS. WHICH IS FINE, VERY GOOD, BUT WE FEEL A LITTLE SMALL PERHAPS, EVEN A BIT ~ALIENATED~. I HOPE TO SEE MORE TEENAGED FELLOWS DELVING DEEP INTO HTML, WELL IT IS QUITE A PROCESS SO I UNDERSTAND HOW MOST OF OUR PEERS SIMPLY DO NOT POSSESS THE ATTENTION SPAN FOR SUCH A THING ANYMORE. TIKTOK AND THE LIKE... IT'S A SCOURGE. NOT THAT THERE ARE A LACK OF TEENAGED SYSTEMS OR FICTIONFOLK---I AM JUST TALKING ABOUT ON NEOCITIES SPECIFICALLY. I THINK WE HAVE SEEN MAYBE, TWO-ISH OTHER UNDERAGED PLURALS MAKE THEIR OWN SITES. GO, PLURAL, GO MAKE A WEBSITE NOW SO I CAN LOOK AT IT, THANK YOU.

EDIT, MANY HOURS LATER. I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE'S PERIDOT OCS, ( I WENT DOWN A YT SHORTS RABBITHOLE, THEN FOUND THEIR VIDEO UNCREDITED) ON TIKTOK, THEIR NAME IS notputtingnumbersinmyusr AND I AM SO OBSESSED, SADLY, THEY DO NOT POST ABOUT THEM ANYMORE. THE DYNAMIC IS EVEN MAKING ME MISS WORKING UNDER THE DIAMOND AUTHORITY, AT LEAST A LITTLE! LARGE COAGULATIONS OF KINDERGARTNERS ALL IN ONE SHIP. IT HAS A SENSE OF NOSTALGIA TO IT, EVEN IF IT WAS AN ENVIRONMENT FULL OF ANIMOSITY AND FEAR. NOT THAT ALL PERIDOTS WERE KINDERGARTNERS, BUT, I WAS, SO THAT IS WHERE MY EXPERIENCES DRAW FROM. I HAVE BEEN VERY NEURODIVERGENT ABOUT THIS FOR AROUND AN HOUR NOW. ALSO, I SAW SOME PEOPLE SAYING THAT THE SHOWRUNNERS RUINED MY CHARACTER AND THAT I WAS BETTER IN SEASON 1. I DON'T AGREE WITH THAT AT ALL, BUT I DO AGREE THEY DID NOT REALLY PROTRAY THE TRANSITION INTO REBELLION ALL TOO WELL. IT TOOK A LITTLE WHILE. BUT I WILL SAY, PEOPLE, AT LEAST LIKE ME, ARE VERY MALLEABLE UNDER DURESS. AND BOY, WAS I UNDER DURESS AT THE TIME! I DO NOT KNOW ABOUT YOU, BUT IF YOU WERE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO HAD THE ABILITY TO DESTROY YOU AT ANY MOMENT UNLESS YOU BENT TO THEIR IDEOLOGY, I THINK IT WOULD BE A LITTLE EASIER TO FOLD... CORRECT? ANYWAY, I DO WISH THEY DIDN'T USE ME FOR COMEDY AS MUCH AS THEY DID. BUT OH WELL! I AM JUST HAPPY ABOUT THE TV SHOW, HAPPY THAT IT EXISTS.

TIM 2, AND PLANS.

LOG DATE: 5/29/25

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HELLO, ALL. ON A "FAMILY TRIP", WE CAME ACROSS A GAS STATION BURSTING WITH ALIEN MERCHANDISE. I WAS VERY EXCITED! I GOT A PLUSH, OF COURSE. I NAMED HIM TIM 2, BECAUSE MY OLD FAIRE PLUSH FROM SOURCE, I NAMED TIM. AND AT SOME POINT, TIM WAS DESTROYED IN SOURCE, SO TIM 2 IS HIS TRUE SUCCESSOR.

I LIKE HIS FADE TO BLUE, IT REMINDS ME OF LAZULI. ALSO, THOSE PIXELS THINGS ARE USUALLY TRACED FROM SCREENSHOTS, I TRACE OR EDIT IT, THEN SHRINK IT DOWN, THEN ENHANCE IT MANUALLY WITH PIXEL TO LOOK BETTER, IT IS REALLY FUN. AND MY RECENT ADDICTION HAS BEEN DESMOS GRAPHING CALCULATOR. I REALLY LIKE TO DRAW IN IT. SO, MY SHORT TERMS PLANS. I MUST GET A NEW ENTRY IN THE DEV LOG, ITS BEEN A MONTH AND ONLY ONE ENTRY! I HAVE WORKED ON THE GAME A LITTLE BUT HAVENT MADE A ENTRY. SO I WILL..TOMORROW, IT IS LATE. AND I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE A PAGE FOR LAPIS LAZULI AS WELL, BACK THEN, ORIGINAL DID TRY TO DO THAT, BUT THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT THEY WERE DOING. I COULD DO IT MUCH BETTER! SO HOPEFULLY THAT,SOON. AND MY PIPE DREAM FUTURE PLAN IS TO MAKE A SORT OF "GEM WIKI", FROM MY PERSPECTIVE AS A KINDERGARTNER. TO HAVE LOTS OF INFORMATION ON ALL GEMTYPES I CAN SCROUNGE UP FROM MY MEMORY BANKS, ALL INFORMATION ON ANATOMY AND FORMER AND CURRENT CULTURE... AGAIN, A YEAR AGO, ORIGINAL BEGAN A GOOGLE DOC OF THAT SORT, BUT I THINK MAKING A WEB PAGE WOULD BE INCREDIBLY COOL. ESPECIALLY IF I CAN MAKE THE AESTHETICS SIMILAR TO THAT OF THE GEM NETWORK ITSELF, THAT WAS INSTITUTED ON HOMEWORLD TECHNOLOGY. BUT THAT IS FOR THE ~FUTURE~.

I LIKE BEING HERE.

LOG DATE: 5/25/25

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GREETINGS AGAIN! I FOUND OUT OF THIS WEBBED SITE CALLED "LIGHTHOUSE" AND I AM INTRIGUED. MANY OF ITS FEATURES ARE OBSOLETE TO US DUE TO ALREADY HAVING THIS SITE, BUT THE FORUM APPEALS TO ME, SO LET'S SEE IF WE CAN PARTICIPATE IN THAT. I HAVE BEEN WATCHING LOTS OF SU, MISSING LAZULI VERY MUCH! BUT I'M OK WITH NEVER SEEING HER AGAIN. I THINK MEETING A FICTIONFOLK OF LAZULI IN THIS WORLD WOULD MAKE ME ANGRY MORE THAN ANYTHING. I WILL CONTINUE TO HOLD MY MEMORIES DEAR. A FEW DAYS AGO (OR A WEEK...? I CANNOT REMEMBER) I PLAYED A ROBLOX SU GAME WITH MY FRIEND, I REALLY LIKE THAT GAME BUT THEY UPDATED IT AND MY NEW MODEL IS MUCH WORSE THAN MY OLD ONE. THEY MADE ME VERY LONG, AND ALSO INCREASED THE SIZE OF MY CHEST FOR SOME REASON? THEY DID ADD MANY NEW EMOTES AND SUCH THOUGH, BUT I WISH I COULD USE THE LEGACY MODEL 3: ME AND FRIEND HAD A VERY LONG IN DEPTH DISCUSSION ABOUT ALTH COMMUNITY AMONGST THE ROLEPLAYERS IN GLOBAL CHAT. I WONDER WHAT THE SINGLETS AND NORMAL HUMANS THOUGHT. SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER, SO HOPEFULLY LEARNING CAR AND MAKING MY GAME WILL HAPPEN, SOON. ER. YES. OK, BYE.

LEARNING NEW THINGS.

LOG DATE: 5/22/25

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SADLY, I LEAVE FRONT TOMORROW. EVEN THOUGH I REALLY WANT TO CONTINUE LEARNING FLASH. I HAVE FLASH 8, AND IT IS ANNOYING TO USE, BUT I LOVE THE FEELS OF OLD NEWGROUNDS ANIMATIONS, SO I WOULD LIKE TO HARNESS THE POWER EFFECTIVELY. I WILL WORK HARD! AND...MAYBE CODE MY GAME SOON, HEH...HEH... HM.

WELCOME.

LOG DATE: 5/21/25

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HI, WELCOME 2 MY BLOG. CURRENTLY, WE ARE WORKING ON FINISHING OUR FURRED SUIT PARTIAL BEFORE ANE OF NEXT YEAR :3 CHECK OUT PAW SO FAR:



GOOD COLORS, IF I MUST ADMIT. RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN INCREDIBLY OBSESSED WITH VENICE THA MINK, WE ARE SO TWIN (EVENTUALLY, MAYBE HAVE TO BEGIN MAKING A WEBPAGE FOR OUR SONIC AUS)! OKAY, BYE, I NEED TO MAKE MY ART PAGE HTML.