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almost done.

log date: 8/21/25

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hello all, after a many months more than previously thought, i have finally made significant progress on tenant. here he is for now. i have not sewn on his head fully. tomorrow i will.
My Tenna plush that is around 2 feet tall slumped over in a wheeled chair. it seems i am pretty tired but we are almost done our class time and we will go to get our permit soon. erm, i have some plans for the site mystery. moon had removed the anamoly on the front page due to it barring people out of our site if they have js enabled. which, is not ideal. so, i will find a new place to put it. i think i am just going to do a better version of the old site mystery that could be played on the legacy version of the site. it was not the best designed so maybe i will try to make a better one. so watch out for anything weird sometime soon. i am also going to try to do a social thing i have been putting off for a while. i went to mall recently and, it had only been moon going clothes shopping so i finally had the chance to get something for myself, i got two murder drones shirts and i am really happy. also, it has been a while since i have done my 'happy claps' but i made fun of moon a good few minutes ago and it was funny enough to get me to do that so im happy, once again~ yes, i will work on my model sometime, jeez, do not look at me like that...

he's trying

log date: 8/10/25

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okay, i will stop with this naming scheme. it turns out, indeed, weight painting is awful. my bad topo is biting me! my bad topo! bad topo! okay, we are going to try joining more discord servers. i think we are finally going to become 'part' of a community, instead of orbiting as we have been doing for the past 3 years. but, we are only at the beginning of that journey. i hope to maybe meet some other younger systems, it is very nice talking to older folks who know their stuff, but, a bit frightening as well. i am also very excited for the megahowl. i will growl and yip like the feral beast i am :3 okay, see you next time, i will be gone for 3 days, gangle is in our schedule now, i am happy for her.

edit after the megahowl: wowies! that was very fun. if you hear high pitched wawas in the final recording, that was yours truly. i ran into a tumblr mutual in chat which was fun too. i have been meaning to send them an ask for a while, so maybe i will now that we have spoken a tiny bit and i am less anxious. it was really fun to make weird noises with other people and creatures and beings. i love this community, and i am forever grateful we randomly thought, "fuck it we ball" and did something scary and new.

oh, he stopped.

log date: 8/9/25

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heheh. yes. i indeed, did do, the different task, than the task i was supposed to be doing. a common trend in this system, hm? well, it is because i did going "outside" today so i was quite busy, and did not have time to get into flow state for my other projects, so instead i spent an hour or so making a live2d rig for a semibot from REPO, as i am a bit neurodivergent about that game for whatever reason. and JakeNeutron's new music video reminded me of that. (I have never played it but we do have the game, sadly we are friendless. Cruel world.) But, tomorrow i plan to be very productive. we shall see if that plan follows through. i have not spoken in othercon much unlike moon, i suppose, i am a bit shyer than him, as much as it pains me to admit. oh, it pains me. it pains me. want to know what else pains me? vivzie pop spindle horse homestuck animated show. nothing against anyone who likes or is from such things, but homestuck is something we dont like for very personal reasons and i hope we will not have to see it everywhere. it is weird because a part of us is a bit 'excited' about it but mostly, dread. we will not be watching it. we are going to be 'psych evaled' soon, may have mentioned this before, but, psychiatry is quite fake, so i wonder what they will make up about us. (we are not going to tell them about our system unless, our therapist has, but i dont think she would do that) i will say, yesterday moon became very ill about the new TADC episode, as in, he became so excited he got a headache for a few hours. happiness overstimulation... once again, cruel world. bye. bye. for now.

and he keeps going!!

log date: 8/4/25

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it's very late. i was going to make a new writings today, but i simply didn't have time, as i was on the "grind", friends!



so, i have finished the meshes, but i still need to do uv unwrapping, texturing, rigging, and weight painting. but, i have to leave, so i cannot do that until laterer. i also began making a small thing for moon and nsh. alas, there is little time in the day for such a busy gem like me. i did not finish tenna due to 3d modelling fatigue, but i did do some dancing today, so i am very happy.

ah, there he goes again.

log date: 8/3/25

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and by "he" i mean "me", and by "goes again" i mean "learning a new thing". see, we have tried many a time to 3d model but never really understood it. but yesterday, moonie watched a video where an amateur made a model, and they certainly made it look easy. so of course my first front day i swooped in to start a new project, please look at my progress so far.

i decided to combine myself and my gore magala body because there are already plenty of low poly models of me out there, so i wanted to be unique~ i have faced a few hurdles, but, it has been going quite smoothly. mainly, my fear is having to connect all of the things, and weight paint said things, but we will get there when we get there. (do not worry, i will have a long tail but it is on the sideways view reference)

if all goes well, i will finish tenna tomorrow. i hope you have a good day or night.

SATISFIED.

LOG DATE: 7/31/25

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IT IS ALMOST TIME TO SAY GOODBYE TO JULY...AND HELLO TO ME HAVING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO MAKE FOR VRISKA AND MOON'S BIRTHDAYS. YUCK. ANYWAY, I HAVE MADE A NEW WORLD. AND MOVED SOME THINGS OFF OF REHAUL OTHER PAGE. I THINK THE NEW PAGE LOOKS NICE. ORIGINALLY, I HAD GIF BACKGROUND AS THE DEFAULT, BUT, IT WAS HURTING EVEN OUR EYES, SO I DID NOT WANT TO SUBJECT OTHERS TO THAT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A LOT OF WORK TO MAKE THE GIFS. (MAKING TILE ABLE GIFS IS TEDIOUS WORK). I WANTED TO MAKE A PAGE THAT LOOKS VERY DIFFERENT FROM OUR USUAL FORMULAS FOR MAKING PAGES BUT, IN THE END ITS STILL JUST A BUNCH OF FLEXBOXES...XD YET, CONTINUING THE TREND OF USING WEIRD BIG WORDS FOR THE WORLDS PAGE. IT ADDS AN AIR OF MYSTERY, DOES IT NOT? SPEAKING OF MYSTERIES, ON LEGACY SITE I HAD A WHOLE PUZZLE I CREATED BACK WHEN I WAS A YOUNG HEADMATE. I WANT TO DO SOMETHING SIMILAR AGAIN BUT PERHAPS MORE THOUGHT OUT. LIKE A SMALL SELF CONTAINED ARG, I SUPPOSE. I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING TUMBLR A BIT, WELL IF IT DOESN'T BRING ME JOY I DON'T HAVE TO PARTICIPATE BUT IT IS NICE TO HAVE COMMUNITY ... OH WELL ... OH, YES, SECRETS, MYSTERY. I WILL SAY THERE IS AN ANOMALY WHEN IT COMES TO THE INDEX PAGE OF THE WHOLE WEBSITE. WHY DON'T YOU TRY TO FIND IT FOR ME?

ALSO SHOUT OUT TO OUR WONDERFUL NEOCITIES MUTUAL LIQUID SUNSHINE FOR JOINING OUR MH WEBRING, ON THE DAY MONSTER HUNTER STORIES 3 IS ANNOUNCED NO LESS! I WAS VERY HAPPY THIS MORNING. WE LOVE THE STORIES GAMES SO WE WILL CERTAINLY PICK UP STORIES 3 NEXT YEAR AND MAKE NEW MONSTIE MEMORIES.

I WANT... TO MAKE ART.

LOG DATE: 7/30/25

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"PERIDOT, WHAT DO YOU MEAN?" I MEAN WHAT I SAID. I WANT TO MAKE ART, BUT, DIFFERENT. IN A NEW WAY. I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING. WITH IT, YOU KNOW? I WANT TO MAKE MY OWN CHARACTERS BUT ALSO, I WANT TO MAKE ART SEPERATE FROM CHARACTERS AND WORLDS, JUST ART. HM...I FEAR I MAY NOT BE MAKING TOO MUCH SENSE HERE. I AM MOST CERTAINLY SERIOUSLY ALMOST DONE TENNA. I HAVE SEWN HIS LEGS ON AND ALL IS LEFT IS SHOES AND BELT AND SEWING HIS HEAD ON. BUT I GOT FRUSTRATED TODAY BECAUSE A FAMILY MEMBER HAD STOLEN OUR FABRICS. ANYWAY...BEFORE SUMMER ENDS, I HOPE WE CAN MAKE A SPECIAL PROJECT ON OUR WEBSITE. I DON'T WANT TO BE SO BUSY SOON...

PS: I AM THINKING OF CHANGING THE WAY THE SITE IS ORGANIZED, AS THE "WORLDS" ARE SUPPOSED TO ONLY BE FOR HEADMATES PAGES, BUT, BECAUSE OF THIS RULE, MOST INTER-HEADMATE PROJECTS HAVE BEEN SHOVED INTO BETWEENWORLD'S "OTHER" PAGE. WHICH, IS NOT GREAT BECAUSE ITS A LITTLE BIT LOW VISIBILITY. SO, I MAY CONSIDER MAKING A "PROJECTS WORLD" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT SO THAT BETWEEN WORLD WILL NOT BE SO STUFFED WITH THINGS? IT REMAINS TO BE SEEN.

MORE, ARTING

LOG DATE: 7/21/25

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HELLO. I WORKED ON TENNA A LITTLE THIS MORNING. BUT I GOT A BIT FRUSTRATED (IT IS A MIRACLE I HAVE BEEN PROTOTYPING ANY OF HIS PARTS, BUT ONCE I DO TWO PROTOTYPES AND THE PATTERN STILL ISN'T UP TO MY SNUFF, I GET ANGRY). IN MY GEM OF GEMS, I HOPE TO AT LEAST FINISH HIS COATTAILS TOMORROW AND SEW HIS LEGS ON. HE IS CLOSE TO COMPLETION, BUT WE WILL BE AWAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK. ALSO, THE WEBRING HAS BEEN COMPLETED. MAYBE, SOMEONE WILL JOIN ONE DAY. PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT MY ART.

IGNORE HOW I HAVE ACCIDENTALLY DONE THE DATE THE EASTERN WAY ... ANYWAY, JUST A SELF PORTRAIT FOR FUN.

I WANT TO POST , MAYBE MY ART OR JUST THOUGHTS TO TUMBLR, BUT MY ANXIOUS, FELLAS! MY ANXIOUS! IT IS SO AWFUL. MY POTENTIAL. ALSO, THE SCHOOL HAS EMAILED US A THIRD TIME TRYING TO GET US TO JOIN "NATIONAL HONORS SOCIETY". HONEY, BOO BOO BEAR, OUR 4. SOMEHTHING GPA IS NOT A RESULT OF STUDIOUS EFFORT, WE ARE JUST ... LUCKY. I HAVE BEEN WATCHING SOME ALPHARAD MONGY MONDAY, I LIKE ALPHARAD HE IS ENTERTAINING BUT HE IS, WELL, THEIR CONTENT IS JUST A BIT FAKE. HE IS A VERY SUCCESSFUL BUSINESS MAN. BUT RICH PEOPLE...I DON'T KNOW. I PREFER VINNY IN TERMS OF VIBES, NOT THAT I THINK MELPERT IS POOR, BUT HE IS JUST LESS "MUCH" COMPARED TO ALPHARAD YOU KNOW? MEH... WELL, WISH US LUCK ON ANOTHER FAMILY VACATION TYPE EVENT.

HALTING MY WORK

LOG DATE: 7/18/25

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EHEH, WOOPS, I DID NOT WORK ON TENNA TODAY. BUT, I DID TRY TO MAKE ART IN A NEW WAY, WITH PASTELS. LOOK NOW, ALSO LAZULI'S PYRITE FLECKS ARE MADE WITH SOME GOLDEN LEAF STUFF.


LAZULI. I HAVE BEEN FANBOYING A LITTLE BIT OVER HER IN RECENT. I MISS HER LOTS, BUT I PLAN TO MAKE A WRITING ABOUT HOW I AM EXCITED TO MOVE FORWARDS AND NOT BACK. SOMETIMES I GET A BIT JEALOUS OF PEOPLE WHO MIGHT HAVE THEIR PARTNERS IN SOURCE STILL IN THEIR GRASP, BUT, I HAVE BEEN GIVEN A SECOND LIFE, I MAY AS WELL USE IT TO DO. NEW THINGS, RIGHT? I THINK THAT IS WHAT LAZ WOULD HAVE WANTED FOR ME, ANYWAY. ALSO, MY FRIEND IS GETTING ME INTO SCPS, MANY OF THEM ARE VERY SILLY, I LIKE THE ABSTRACT ONES A LOT, BUT I DO LIKE A GOREY CREATURE TOO~ ALSO, PLEASE FEEL INCLINED TO CHECK OUT MY DIGITAL ZINE I MADE ABOUT WHAT I THINK OF GENDER.

CONTINUING MY WORK~

LOG DATE: 7/17/25

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I AMMM BACK~ OKAY, TODAY I MADE GOOD PROGRESS ON TENNA AND HE IS SET TO BE DONE WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK. PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT A SILLY GIF I MADE.

SOMETIMES, ME AND MOON ENGAGE IN FISTICUFFS DURING NIGHT, FOR FUN. ALSO, THE WAY I DREW VRISKA IS ABSOLUTELY FRYING ME UP, BUT HE DOES JUST SORT OF LOOK LIKE THAT ... OH. AND, GANGLE USUALLY HANGS OUT IN THE HOUSE DURING THESE BATTLES. BUT, I WANTED TO INCLUDE HER ANYWAY. I HAVEN'T MENTIONED IT HERE YET, BUT MOON CONVINCED ME TO "KINSIDER" GORE MAGALA, AND IT IS MORE OF A FOR-FUN THING, SO I JUST USE IT IN HEADSPACE SOMETIMES AS A FORM. GORE, IS JUST A COOL NAME TOO ... BUT YES, I AM THE DEMI ELDER TO MOON'S FRAUD ELDER DRAGON. FRAUD! FRAUD!!!!

SOCIAL BUTTERFLY

LOG DATE: 7/14/25

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HAHA, I AM JUST KIDDING OF COURSE, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING, BUT I AM TRYING WHICH IS MORE THAN I COULD SAY WE USED TO DO. I WORKED OUT A LITTLE BIT, BUT I SUSPECT I HAVE PULLED SOMETHING, WOWIES OUR WRISTS HURT REAL BAD! I FINISHED TENNAS LEGS, NEXT TIME I FRONT HOPEFULLY HIS BELT BUCKLE AND COATTAILS WILL GET DONE. I DISCOVERED A NEW GENRE OF YOUTUBE, URBEX, AND I REALLY ENJOY THE ONES WHERE THE EXPLORER MUST RUN FROM AUTHORITIES. WE ARE THE OPPOSITE OF THRILL-SEEKING IN REAL LIFE IF IT INVOLVES LAW, SO IT'S FUN TO LIVE VICARIOUSLY THROUGH THESE PEOPLE... WHO CARES ABOUT TRESPASSING ANYWAY, AS LONG AS THEY AREN'T BREAKING STUFF. I AM GOING TO BRAINSTORM STUFF TO PUT ON THE SUPAGE---HUH? WHAT DO YOU MEAN SUMMER MATH ASSIGNMENT WE MEANT TO FINISH THE WEEK SCHOOL WENT OUT? BAAAH...

I AM TIRED

LOG DATE: 7/13/25

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FOR WHATEVER REASON, THE TUMBLRINAS REALLY ENJOYED MY BLINKIES, SO, THAT IS COOL, BUT ALSO, I AM BEING PERCEIVED, WHICH IS VAGUELY DISTRESSING. I AM TRYING TO BE MORE SOCIAL AND LESS ASOCIAL THOUGH, AS I WANT TO CONNECT WITH COMMUNITIES. SPEAKING, OF ASOCIAL, I WAS DRAGGED AROUND A LOT TODAY, AND I SHUT DOWN FOR A WHOLE HOUR OR SO, WHICH REALLY DAMPENED MY MOOD. AND OUR SOCIAL BATTERY HAD RUN DRY. BUT I STILL MADE AN ATTEMPT TO BE SOCIAL ON THE LINE TODAY, SO LET'S SEE WHAT HAPPENS WITH THAT. I AM ALMOST DONE STEVEN UNIVERSE: FUTURE, BUT I NEED TO FIND THE RIGHT MOMENT TO WATCH THE FINALE, MUCH LIKE I DID FOR THE ORIGINAL SHOW, SINCE I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO WALK ON ME BEING... EMOTIONS ... YUCK! EH, ALRIGHT, I HAVE TO GO AND WASH CHLORINE OUT OF OUR HAIR, IF I LEAVE IT ANY LONGER THE NEXT TIME WE BRUSH OUR TEXTURED HAIR, WE WILL GO BALD. (HYPERBOLE.)

BLECK..!

LOG DATE: 7/10/25

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BEING AN ASEXUAL ALIEN TRAPPED IN A HORMONAL TEENAGE BODY IS A FATE WORSE THAN SHATTERING. I JUST WANT THE OTHERS TO STOP BEING SO VIOLENTLY ALLOSEXUAL, BUT OF COURSE THAT ISN'T FAIR, BUT WHATEVER. ANYWAY, I AM EXHAUSTED OF THIS ANXIETY. WE HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO PARTICIPATE IN ONLINE COMMUNITIES AND SUCH, BUT CAN NEVER FIND THE ENERGY TO POST CONSISTENTLY SINCE IT IS SO MUCH MENTAL ENERGY TO EVEN BE ABLE TO POST. THEN WE AVOID SOCIAL MEDIA AFTER WE POST BECAUSE ANXIETY. BAH! SO SILLY. I HAVE SEEN SOME TRULY SHAMELESS POSTS ON THE INTERWEBS. NOTHING I CAN DO WILL EVER BE SO...ERM...*INTERESTING*, SO WHY WORRY? WELL, A GREAT QUESTION, THE CHEMICALS MY FRIEND, THE BRAIN CHEMICALS! I DID FINISH DRAFT OF TENNA'S LEGS. NEXT TIME I FRONT, I WILL DO THOSE. SADLY WE ARE VISITING FAMILY *AGAIN*, POOR MOONIE HAS HAD TO DO MOST OF THE FAMILY TRIPS LATELY, SO I AM GOING TO COVER HALF FOR HIM, EVEN THOUGH I RARELY SPEAK TO OUR FATHER. THAT IS HIS JOB... BUT IT IS NOT FAIR TO DELEGATE THAT TO JUST ONE, IS IT? I BEGAN WATCHING MAOMAO. IT IS INTERESTING, I LIKE IT. ALSO, I DREW IN SKETCHBOOK A LITTLE BIT. WANT TO SEE?

TIME CONTINUES TO MOVE.

LOG DATE: 7/9/25

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GREETINGS, WORK HAS BEEN GOING WELL ON TENNA. I HAVE FINISHED HIS ARMS AND HANDS, WITH SOME DIFFICULTY. SADLY, THE WIRE IN HIS ARMS IS NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD UP THE WEIGHT OF HIS HANDS, BUT HE WILL STILL BE ABLE TO POSE SOME. HUM, I AM GOING TO WORK ON THE SUPAGE TODAY, I HAVE A LOT OF IDEAS FOR IT, I WANT TO PUSH OUR KNOWLEDGE OF HTML AND CSS, INSTEAD OF GOING A SAFELY WAY. FUN PERI FACT: IN THE TELEVISION PRODUCTION, I COMMONLY SAY "WOW, THANKS!" BUT NOW-A-DAYS, I SAY "GEE, THANKS!" I DON'T REALLY KNOW OR CARE ABOUT WHY THIS ABERRATION OCCURRED. WELL, WISH ME LUCK. I WILL WORK ON SUPAGE AND HOPEFULLY, FINISH PATTERNING TENNA'S LEGS LATER TODAY, AND MAYBE DO AN ARTFIGHT TOO.

ARGH

LOG DATE: 7/1/25

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I AM JUST ABOUT TIRED OF THESE VACATIONS. SOON I WILL RESUME WORK ON TENNA. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS ON DOUBLES, IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE A GEM DOUBLE JUST DO NOT LOOK AS IT WILL NOT BE PRODUCTIVE FOR YOU, ALSO DO NOT WORRY ABOUT IT /GEN.

DOUBLES... BLEG. WHENEVER I SEE A NEW DOUBLE POP UP IN TUMBLR TAGS OR WHATEVER, THE HACKLES RAISE! IT IS NOT ACTUALLY A BIG DEAL. I JUST DON'T LIKE THEM MUCH, FOR WHATEVER REASON. MY EGO IS SIMPLY TOO BIG, IT SEEMS. AND THAT SEEMS TO BE A COMMON TRAIT AMONGST US 5XGS, SO CANNIBALISM IS NOT AN UNLIKELY RESULT OF INTERACTION. THIS IS VERY SILLY, BECAUSE ORIGINAL WAS A BIG FAN OF DOUBLES, GEM DOUBLES. FOR FUTURE PROJECT REASONS, I AM GOING TO HAVE TO TALK TO DOUBLES THOUGH, LIKELY, SO IT IS NOT LIKE I AM INCAPABLE OF IT, BUT I USUALLY WATCH ON WITH MY EYES SQUINTED... ALSO, CAN I SAY, PERHAPS A SMALL VENTILATION, THAT IT IS A BIT OF A BAD FEELING NOT BEING AS "NICE" AS SOURCE ME? I DON'T TRULY UNDERSTAND HOW IN SOURCE, I SIMPLY LOST ALL OF MY EGO AND BITE. WHILE YES, IN MY SITUATION IT WAS ONLY SMART TO SUBMIT SOME MORE, HOMEWORLD WASN'T TELLING ME TO CRUSH MY ROBONOIDS AND TAUNT MY ENEMIES, I JUST DID THAT BECAUSE I WANTED TO, SO WHERE DID THAT PERSONALITY TRAIT GO? MY PERSONAL CENSOR IS GOOD NOWADAYS (AND I AM WORKING ON CENSORING MYSELF IN HEADSPACE TOO . . .) BUT BELIEVE ME, THERE IS A HIGH CHANCE I THINK ANY PARTICULAR PERSON IS DUMB, STUPID AND ANNOYING IN 1000,0000 DIFFERENT WAYS. BUT OH WELL.


INSPECTOR IS COMING TODAY, WHICH IS UPSETTING I DO NOT WANT RANDOM PERSON IN OUR ROOM. ANYWAY, I MAY GET BACK TO THE ARTFIGHT GRIND.

AH...MY EVIL SQUISH...

LOG DATE: 6/20/25

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HM? IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I POSTED HERE. WELL, HELLO. I HAVE LEARNED THAT I AM EXTREMELY ABNORMAL ABOUT MR "ANT" TENNA AND HAVE TAKEN THE NECESSARY NEXT STEPS. ALSO, I AM FIXATED ON STATIC BY FLAVOR FOLEY TOO, IT IS TWO EVIL FIXATIONS HAPPENING IN TANDEM.


THIS IS MY WIP. I HAVE FINISHED TENNA'S HEAD. OVERALL, IT IS REALLY NICE, PROPORTIONALLY, JUST SLIGHLTY OFF. PATTERNED BY ME. HAND EMBROIDERY NICE AND CLEAN. I WILL CONTINUE WORKING ON HIM TODAY. I WAS CONSDERING MAKING HIM A NORMAL, SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE SIZE, BUT...WELL...JUST HIS HEAD IS ALREADY VERY LARGE...SO I SURMISE HE WILL PROBABLY END UP AT LEAST 1.5 FEET IN LENGTH, IF NOT MORE. I AM CONSIDERING BANNING ACHT FROM TOUCHING HIM BUT I KNOW THAT RULE WILL NEVER HOLD IN COURT. SLASH SILLY. HM, YES THAT'S IT I SUPPOSE.

NYEEEHEHE

LOG DATE: 6/11/25

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I AM NOT OKAY, SLASH POSITIVE, SLASH BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS, SLASH AWESOME, NEW STEVEN UNIVERSE SPINOFF?!?! IN THE LORDS YEAR? IT WILL PROBABLY TAKE A WHILE TO COME OUT. BUT I AM SO HAPPY. I WAS NEVER CLOSE TO LARS, BUT I AM VERY INTERESTED IN SEEING HIS ESCAPADES. AND TO HAVE MORE OF HOMEWORLD'S...LORE, SHOWN ON SCREEN! HEHEHE!!! ACTUALLY, MANY OF OUR SOURCES HAVE BEEN GETTING NEW CONTENT IN RECENT. BUT I NEVER THOUGHT MY, MAIN ONE WOULD. THOUGH, I HAD AN INKLING, BECAUSE THE SU YT CHANNEL BEGAN POSTING AGAIN, MYSTERIOUSLY. IT WAS EXPECTED, BUT STILL I AM SO GLAD. ALSO, VERY EXCITED FOR FIONNA AND CAKE SEASON 2. CARTOON NETWORK HAS ME BY ALL OF MY INCLUSIONS. OKAY, I MUST CALM. I BEATED JEVIL, IN OUR DELTARUNE REPLAY, I WANT A SHADOWCRYSTALS SAVE FILE SO, YEAH! HE WAS VERY EASY TO BEAT. SO HOPEFULLY, MORE EASY SECRET BOSSES...HEH...URM. OKAY, BYE I AM SO SILLY AND HAPPY! NYAAH!! ALSO, I MIGHT MAKE MORE DESMOS ART, THIS TIME NOT FOR STUPID SCHOOL ASSIGNMENT!

PERIPY.

LOG DATE: 6/10/25

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BLECK. I HAVE WENT TO A THERAPY SESSION. NICE FOR AN ADULT TO USE MY NAME AND PERCIEVE ME, BUT OTHERWISE I WAS QUITE UNCOMFORTABLE. I AM NOT THE FEELINGS, EMOTIONS, GUY. SO. YEAH. WANT A FUN ANECDOTE? IN DELTARUNE CHAPTER 4, WHEN YOU MAY HAVE TO MAKE JUICE, I ACTUALLY MESSED AROUND WITH IT, AND MADE THE REQUIRED COMBINATION ON ACCIDENT BEFORE SPEAKING WITH THE JUICE RECIPIENT. I KNOW, I AM VERY SPECIAL. :3

CH3 SPOILS PREDICTABLY, I ENJOY TENNA A LOT, AND AM RESISTING THE URG TO MAKE OUR DISCORD PFP HIM, BUT MY FRIEND. DOES NOT WANT ANY SPOILERS, SO . AH! MY TENNA! OH, ALSO I DO NOT LIKE HOW SEXUALISED HE IS BECOME, I KNOW ITS FINE AND ALL, BUT AS ASEXUAL, I JUST HATE IT. WE'VE ...ALREADY SEEN HIM PREGAN

THE THREE DAY FRONT CURSE.

LOG DATE: 6/7/25

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MY THIRD DAY IN FRONT STRAIGHT. IT MAY NOT SEEM LIKE A LONG TIME TO SOME SYSTEMS, BUT WE FUNCTION IN SHIFTS OF TWO DAYS. I HAVE FELT OFF ALL DAY, WHICH IS VERY SAD. I FINISHED THIS FOR MY LAST SCHOOL PROJECT. MUCH TO MOONIE'S CHAGRIN, HEH HEH HEH... I LIKE DESMOS, MAYBE I WILL MAKE MORE PROJECTS SOMETIME, THIS HAS, AROUND 100 FUNCTIONS IF I HAD TO GUESS. I AM ALSO ALMOST DONE MY SHADOW PAINTING POSTER MORP, I BEGAN MANY MONTHS AGO. SO YAY. I WANT TO WORK ON MY GAME...BUT FOR SOME REASON, IT IS LOW IN MY INNER PRIORITIES. FOR NOW, I WILL FURTHER WORK ON THE PLUSHES PAGE BEFORE I LEAVE FRONT TOMORROW.

HM...

LOG DATE: 6/6/25

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I FOUND A YOUTUBER WHO STREAMS IN TOKI PONA, RIGHT NOW, THEY ARE PLAYING DELTARUNE, AND IT IS INSPIRING ME MUCH TO RELEARN/BRUSH UP ON TOKI PONA. THING, IS, IT'S EASIEST TO LEARN AMONSGST SPEAKERS, BUT, WE ARE VERY ANXIOUS, SO. WE WILL NOT BE JOINING ANY DISCORDS OR ANYTHING OF THE LIKE. THE MENTAL ILLNESS DOES NOT PERMIT. BUT, YES, MAYBE I WILL STUDY SOON. MI TOKI LI IKE. NI TASO, TOKI LI PILIN PONA MUTE TAWA MI. A TOKI E TOKI PONA LI MUSI. :3 NI PILIN LI PILIN LILI SAMA SOWELI. MI WILE E SITELEN AWEN... TASO, MI PINI. AHEM. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MAKE A PAGE DOCUMENTING ALL OF THE PLUSH TOYS WE HAVE CREATED AT SOME POINT, SINCE WE HAVE MADE MANY AND WOULD LIKE TO SHOW THEM TO YOU. YES, YOU. I FINISHED CHAPTER 4 TODAY, IT WAS GOOD. ADIEU.

SHINY ESPEON...

LOG DATE: 6/5/25

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AH. SCHOOL, ALMOST OVER. HOW LOVELY. I HAVE RECENTLY REMEMBERED SHINY ESPEON IS THE WAY THAT IT IS, AND I LOVE IT VERY MUCH.
I AM RESISTING THE EVIL URGES TO OPEN POKEMON SUN AND SOS CHAIN HUNT EEVEE, IT IS A PAINFUL PROCESS WE HAVE WENT THROUGH SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE. HM, AS MOON SO INTELLIGENTLY PREDICTED YESTERDAY, I HAVE PLAYED SOME CHAPTER 4, BUT NOT BEAT. IT HAS SOME VINNY VINESAUCEISMS, SO IT IS INSTANTLY BETTER THAN CHAPTER 3, THAT IS ALL I WILL SAY. HEH HEH... SOME PART OF ME WANTS TO MAKE ONE OF THOSE "KINHELP" BLOGS BUT JUST FOR SU FOLKS, THOUGH, I KNOW DEEP IN MY GEM, THERE ARE LIKE 4 SU PEOPLE ON TUMBLR IN TOTAL. SO, I WILL NOT. PERHAPS THAT IS A MISTAKE. THE SOCIAL ANXIETY IS NO HELP WHEN IT COMES TO THAT, NEITHER. OH, DO YOU WANT SOME OF MY FAVORITE VOCAL STIMS TRANSCRIBED INTO TEXT? TAKE NOW: CAPUSSI PLEASE, HOOBA DOOBA, H2OHMYGOSH, WOW I LOVE YOUR NEW HAT, FRESH WATER, MINAU, AND MOST CERTAINLY MORE I AM FORGETTING OFF OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD. OK, BYE.

ALSO, I MAY VERBALLY CANNIBALIZE OUR THERAPIST.

AAAAAAAAAAAAH

LOG DATE: 6/2/25

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I. HATE. PERIODS. OF ALL THINGS AWFUL ABOUT HUMAN BODIES, THAT IS ONE OF THE WORST. OW!! ANYWAY, I COLLECTED MANY SMALL OBJECTS FROM SCHOOL TODAY, AND I ALSO COLLECTED A LARGE ROCK. I SUSPECTED IT TO BE MAINLY QUARTZ, SO I BROKE IT IN HALF VIOLENTLY WITH A HAMMER (YAY, FUN!) AND I THINK I WAS CORRECT. I AM NOT VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT GEMS, STONES, PEBBLES, ETC, ANYMORE. BUT I AM FAIRLY CERTAIN IT IS HIGHLY WEATHERED (SMOKEY?) QUARTZ, WITH A GOOD AMOUNT OF WHAT MAY BE MICA ON THE BACK (VERY SHINY, AND BLACK.) IT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE NEW ROCKS, I THINK. (I LIKE COLLECTING ROCKS.)

JUNE.

LOG DATE: 6/1/25

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IT'S THE MONTH OF PRIDE! YIPEEEE~~ I THINK I WILL DRAW SOMETHING, START MAKING LAZULI PAGE (OR MAYBE SU CENTERED PAGE HUB IN GENERAL---I HAVE MANY THINGS, PEOPLE, ETC I WANT TO TALK ABOUT AFTER ALL...), WORK ON MY GAME TODAY. I HAVE ALREADY DONE SOME SITEWORK AT THE WEE HOURS OF 9 AM. NOT MUCH GOING ON THIS SUNDAY :3 BUT THAT IS OKAY. HM, SOMETHING WE HAVE NOTICED IS THAT MOST WEBMASTERS, AT LEAST IN 'KIN AND PLURAL COMMUNITY, ARE ADULTS. WHICH IS FINE, VERY GOOD, BUT WE FEEL A LITTLE SMALL PERHAPS, EVEN A BIT ~ALIENATED~. I HOPE TO SEE MORE TEENAGED FELLOWS DELVING DEEP INTO HTML, WELL IT IS QUITE A PROCESS SO I UNDERSTAND HOW MOST OF OUR PEERS SIMPLY DO NOT POSSESS THE ATTENTION SPAN FOR SUCH A THING ANYMORE. TIKTOK AND THE LIKE... IT'S A SCOURGE. NOT THAT THERE ARE A LACK OF TEENAGED SYSTEMS OR FICTIONFOLK---I AM JUST TALKING ABOUT ON NEOCITIES SPECIFICALLY. I THINK WE HAVE SEEN MAYBE, TWO-ISH OTHER UNDERAGED PLURALS MAKE THEIR OWN SITES. GO, PLURAL, GO MAKE A WEBSITE NOW SO I CAN LOOK AT IT, THANK YOU.

EDIT, MANY HOURS LATER. I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE'S PERIDOT OCS, ( I WENT DOWN A YT SHORTS RABBITHOLE, THEN FOUND THEIR VIDEO UNCREDITED) ON TIKTOK, THEIR NAME IS notputtingnumbersinmyusr AND I AM SO OBSESSED, SADLY, THEY DO NOT POST ABOUT THEM ANYMORE. THE DYNAMIC IS EVEN MAKING ME MISS WORKING UNDER THE DIAMOND AUTHORITY, AT LEAST A LITTLE! LARGE COAGULATIONS OF KINDERGARTNERS ALL IN ONE SHIP. IT HAS A SENSE OF NOSTALGIA TO IT, EVEN IF IT WAS AN ENVIRONMENT FULL OF ANIMOSITY AND FEAR. NOT THAT ALL PERIDOTS WERE KINDERGARTNERS, BUT, I WAS, SO THAT IS WHERE MY EXPERIENCES DRAW FROM. I HAVE BEEN VERY NEURODIVERGENT ABOUT THIS FOR AROUND AN HOUR NOW. ALSO, I SAW SOME PEOPLE SAYING THAT THE SHOWRUNNERS RUINED MY CHARACTER AND THAT I WAS BETTER IN SEASON 1. I DON'T AGREE WITH THAT AT ALL, BUT I DO AGREE THEY DID NOT REALLY PROTRAY THE TRANSITION INTO REBELLION ALL TOO WELL. IT TOOK A LITTLE WHILE. BUT I WILL SAY, PEOPLE, AT LEAST LIKE ME, ARE VERY MALLEABLE UNDER DURESS. AND BOY, WAS I UNDER DURESS AT THE TIME! I DO NOT KNOW ABOUT YOU, BUT IF YOU WERE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO HAD THE ABILITY TO DESTROY YOU AT ANY MOMENT UNLESS YOU BENT TO THEIR IDEOLOGY, I THINK IT WOULD BE A LITTLE EASIER TO FOLD... CORRECT? ANYWAY, I DO WISH THEY DIDN'T USE ME FOR COMEDY AS MUCH AS THEY DID. BUT OH WELL! I AM JUST HAPPY ABOUT THE TV SHOW, HAPPY THAT IT EXISTS.

TIM 2, AND PLANS.

LOG DATE: 5/29/25

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HELLO, ALL. ON A "FAMILY TRIP", WE CAME ACROSS A GAS STATION BURSTING WITH ALIEN MERCHANDISE. I WAS VERY EXCITED! I GOT A PLUSH, OF COURSE. I NAMED HIM TIM 2, BECAUSE MY OLD FAIRE PLUSH FROM SOURCE, I NAMED TIM. AND AT SOME POINT, TIM WAS DESTROYED IN SOURCE, SO TIM 2 IS HIS TRUE SUCCESSOR.

I LIKE HIS FADE TO BLUE, IT REMINDS ME OF LAZULI. ALSO, THOSE PIXELS THINGS ARE USUALLY TRACED FROM SCREENSHOTS, I TRACE OR EDIT IT, THEN SHRINK IT DOWN, THEN ENHANCE IT MANUALLY WITH PIXEL TO LOOK BETTER, IT IS REALLY FUN. AND MY RECENT ADDICTION HAS BEEN DESMOS GRAPHING CALCULATOR. I REALLY LIKE TO DRAW IN IT. SO, MY SHORT TERMS PLANS. I MUST GET A NEW ENTRY IN THE DEV LOG, ITS BEEN A MONTH AND ONLY ONE ENTRY! I HAVE WORKED ON THE GAME A LITTLE BUT HAVENT MADE A ENTRY. SO I WILL..TOMORROW, IT IS LATE. AND I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE A PAGE FOR LAPIS LAZULI AS WELL, BACK THEN, ORIGINAL DID TRY TO DO THAT, BUT THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT THEY WERE DOING. I COULD DO IT MUCH BETTER! SO HOPEFULLY THAT,SOON. AND MY PIPE DREAM FUTURE PLAN IS TO MAKE A SORT OF "GEM WIKI", FROM MY PERSPECTIVE AS A KINDERGARTNER. TO HAVE LOTS OF INFORMATION ON ALL GEMTYPES I CAN SCROUNGE UP FROM MY MEMORY BANKS, ALL INFORMATION ON ANATOMY AND FORMER AND CURRENT CULTURE... AGAIN, A YEAR AGO, ORIGINAL BEGAN A GOOGLE DOC OF THAT SORT, BUT I THINK MAKING A WEB PAGE WOULD BE INCREDIBLY COOL. ESPECIALLY IF I CAN MAKE THE AESTHETICS SIMILAR TO THAT OF THE GEM NETWORK ITSELF, THAT WAS INSTITUTED ON HOMEWORLD TECHNOLOGY. BUT THAT IS FOR THE ~FUTURE~.

I LIKE BEING HERE.

LOG DATE: 5/25/25

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GREETINGS AGAIN! I FOUND OUT OF THIS WEBBED SITE CALLED "LIGHTHOUSE" AND I AM INTRIGUED. MANY OF ITS FEATURES ARE OBSOLETE TO US DUE TO ALREADY HAVING THIS SITE, BUT THE FORUM APPEALS TO ME, SO LET'S SEE IF WE CAN PARTICIPATE IN THAT. I HAVE BEEN WATCHING LOTS OF SU, MISSING LAZULI VERY MUCH! BUT I'M OK WITH NEVER SEEING HER AGAIN. I THINK MEETING A FICTIONFOLK OF LAZULI IN THIS WORLD WOULD MAKE ME ANGRY MORE THAN ANYTHING. I WILL CONTINUE TO HOLD MY MEMORIES DEAR. A FEW DAYS AGO (OR A WEEK...? I CANNOT REMEMBER) I PLAYED A ROBLOX SU GAME WITH MY FRIEND, I REALLY LIKE THAT GAME BUT THEY UPDATED IT AND MY NEW MODEL IS MUCH WORSE THAN MY OLD ONE. THEY MADE ME VERY LONG, AND ALSO INCREASED THE SIZE OF MY CHEST FOR SOME REASON? THEY DID ADD MANY NEW EMOTES AND SUCH THOUGH, BUT I WISH I COULD USE THE LEGACY MODEL 3: ME AND FRIEND HAD A VERY LONG IN DEPTH DISCUSSION ABOUT ALTH COMMUNITY AMONGST THE ROLEPLAYERS IN GLOBAL CHAT. I WONDER WHAT THE SINGLETS AND NORMAL HUMANS THOUGHT. SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER, SO HOPEFULLY LEARNING CAR AND MAKING MY GAME WILL HAPPEN, SOON. ER. YES. OK, BYE.

LEARNING NEW THINGS.

LOG DATE: 5/22/25

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SADLY, I LEAVE FRONT TOMORROW. EVEN THOUGH I REALLY WANT TO CONTINUE LEARNING FLASH. I HAVE FLASH 8, AND IT IS ANNOYING TO USE, BUT I LOVE THE FEELS OF OLD NEWGROUNDS ANIMATIONS, SO I WOULD LIKE TO HARNESS THE POWER EFFECTIVELY. I WILL WORK HARD! AND...MAYBE CODE MY GAME SOON, HEH...HEH... HM.

WELCOME.

LOG DATE: 5/21/25

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HI, WELCOME 2 MY BLOG. CURRENTLY, WE ARE WORKING ON FINISHING OUR FURRED SUIT PARTIAL BEFORE ANE OF NEXT YEAR :3 CHECK OUT PAW SO FAR:



GOOD COLORS, IF I MUST ADMIT. RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN INCREDIBLY OBSESSED WITH VENICE THA MINK, WE ARE SO TWIN (EVENTUALLY, MAYBE HAVE TO BEGIN MAKING A WEBPAGE FOR OUR SONIC AUS)! OKAY, BYE, I NEED TO MAKE MY ART PAGE HTML.