hi. i recently wrote something about how hard it is for me to exist anddd um, i guess that made the others get their shit together, because i got a day to myself. well... i'm leaving soon because im having a mini panic attack for trauma reasons, but, you know, it happens! as such i dont feel like copy pasting my kaomojis. its like ive died... im joking. i watched a lot of anime, i drew, umm, i made some posts on the melonland forum too, and i successfully survived a morning for the first time. thats it really, i had a good day but right now we aren't doing so hot :(