im back again! wow a few days later!! (โพโกโ) im happy because i got to read higurashi for around 3 hours straight. hmm im on meakashi :3 buut, i didn't come here to talk about that... if you have a system, have you ever wished to be, more...part of it? i think i might have talked about this before. im kind of the fish outside of the bowl when it comes to this place. i think rice feels that too, but in the opposite way. that's just how it is for the people who werent a part of the original split, i guess... im not the most popular. im friends with everyone in the system, but im just friends. i dont have a special relationship with anyone. that sounds like a silly thing to worry about, but i do worry about it... im not anyones sister, im just kind of here! hi hello! okay... you know? everyone has found their 'person' except for me. and as it is, thats just how it'll be. i guess i don't have much commentary about it. but i did get a head pat last night from moon, so i'm happy. since i'm the second tallest in headspace, usually, people arent looking at the top of my head, so i never get petted (its very common for everyone to pet each other). but, for people like rice or peridot, they tend to be shorter so they get pet a lot (well, people try to pet peridot, emphasis on try).
so aside from that... i have to be back on friday... yes. its this again. its time for me to get a headache really bad on friday. and for the internet to explode and never shut up about my source for the forseeable month. i cant wait for it to be over...! we're close...! yay!! that's all i have to say about that, really. i am somehow invested and uncaring about my source at the same time. i mostly just watch to see zooble. i miss him.
oh... we started studying japanese again. i don't know if we'll keep it up, but i have a good feeling about it this time. we went through phases from the age of around 9-12 of learning and not learning. but, it turns out studying can actually be fun. mostly, our issue is a lack of resources. i think studying is best done on a computer, with extensions and things like anki, but we dont always have access to our pc, so we have to make do with wanikani and renshuu on our phone. also, clip studio paint is very fun to use, i would reccommend it (โ'โก'โ) aaand we have to fix all of the marquees on our site... im not doing that.
hau โ happy early birthday peridot also! yay!