🎀3.14.26🎀

hi! i feel much better than i did last time i blogged! yay!,, but we still do have to work on that project. im... it'll get done. ( ̄┰ ̄*) the writing part is done at least. so!!! im kind of the most media adventerous in this system. we usually like to stick to watching stuff we already know, well, at least, we did before i formed. but im constantly finding new things...!! i started playing idolm@ster one for all. its pretty fun! i think ill get a bit farther in it before i get bored. i really like chihaya (which is funny, because the uma that got me into umamusume, silence suzuka, was initially based off of her). we have become...extremely visual novel pilled. i finally made it to the answer arcs in higurashi! i might finish higurashi before summer! ... maybe. i really love higurashi, so when i'm done with it, expect a shrine. speaking of those... moon needs to work on the touhou shrine tomorrow, so i hope he does that. why not me? because he needs to write about 'blorbo' and im not doing that for him (。_。) umm...oh. yes. we bought clip studio paint. we've been using firealpaca since we were maybe ten years old. so its been a while. its kind of scary but i really want to use the 3d model feature and see how it helps. i think our arts strong suit is our anatomy, so i probably should focus on improving it less than the other aspects of art, but... good anatomy makes for good yuri.. and good yuri is life... got it?? so... speaking of csp, we have been wanting to post our art to twitter. i know. tesseract system, that is basically a form of self harm. i know!! but one day it would be nice to maybe.... make some money.... and tumblr's audience is a pittance compared to twt, and no one is looking at our site. okay, it has some views but i think 2/3 of those are web crawlers. (thank you to the people who do read and look at our site of course). but my point is that, as an artist, you do need to weather the storm of social media if you want to 'be something' in terms of notoriety... so if you ever see our art there... that's why. but im having trouble taking the first step and starting from zero again.

here's how social media and art works for us. Us: *Posts Art*
Us: Wow i hope people see our art!!!
Scenario 1: No one sees it Result: Ohhh ok its time to die
Scenario 2: People see it Result: Ohh ok so now people have expectations for me. I will never post again in fear of dissapointing people.

...yeah. wish us luck...